Today was not a good day. More than one incodent happened between me and the same person. I ended up crying outside of the gym. A teacher saw me and walked me to the counslor's office. I refused to talk to her. My problem is my problem and i didnt want her to know anything about it. So after about a half hour she gave up, i was too stuburn. SO i ended up being extremly late for lunch. Fear not! I did eat, though not at my lunch period.
Bottom line, I'm fed up with this person. I've had enough, i can endure no more. My patcience has ran out. today wasnt the first time something like this has happened. But by removing myself from his presence, it may be the last time something like that will happen. Here's a journal entry from today.
I'm giving up onevrything. On hope, on people. I'm down, and getting up doesnt seem possible at this point...
...I sware to god I cannont do this anymore. I'm tired of being taken advantage of, and being taken for granted. I dont hate my life, i just hate the people in it. The poeple who make me feel this way. The people who walk over me, and i feel like there's nothing i can do about it. I feel like a "Welcome" mat. "Welcome to my life. Step right on my everything." Lol sorta. More like "Welcome to Hell." That's what life is, its Hell on Earth. Maybe everyone will burn. Atleast the ones whos who deserve to.
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I went through the same feelings in high school and I have the same ones now only different. I too feel like I am under appreciated...my family is just argh!!! Don't give up!!! Just get thorugh it it really only makes you stronger...Don't listen to what everyone says that highschool is the best years of your life...IT SUCKS! Girls are catty boys are outright stupid and rude! It gets much better!!!
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